It's June 15th, 1983, and the way I picture my own beginning, I've been resting in the sun. This is the evening I decide to leave the sun and go incarnate on Earth. In my imagination of it, I'm flying like a phoenix. My body is a giant red phoenix, as big as the Earth depending on how I size it, but not visible to humans right now. It's a big journey.
Deciding my time has come
I've talked it over with the other beings here, the other souls, and I've decided my time has come to go back to Earth. It's been a nice rest after that last lifetime, and it's time to get into the action again. So I'm flying to Earth. The journey is nearly instantaneous if I want it to be, but I choose to take my time to think about whether this really fits what I want to do.
With my creation, do I want to experience another life on this planet after I've had so many? Will I actually be able to live past my 30s this time on this planet? And what kind of a life do I want?
Where on Earth do I want to land?
I arrive on the evening of June 15th, 1983, and I'm looking around the planet to get an idea for where I want to incarnate. I think I'd like to be on this planet ready, coming out as a baby about a year from now. And the first question is: where?
Do I want to incarnate in some of the most populated areas, like China, like India, Africa, South America, where there are so many people and so much happening? Or do I want what will probably be an easier ride, a more luxurious material life but with some different challenges, somewhere like the United States or Canada? I don't know yet.
It comes down to my desired incarnation time and the vast fields of probability for the basic kind of life I can have if I pick this parent or that one. This is really a lot to think about right now, so I've got my work cut out for me. I think I'm going to take a few months to just explore and really take in the state of this planet right now, because I've had some other adventures, went off into some other realities, and it's taken a little while to jog my memory on the current state of the planet.
Why I'm drawn back to North America
Currently, I'm leaning more toward a North American incarnation again, where my previous one was, if you're doing linear time. I think I want to go back there again because that life ended rather early, in my teens. It was a rough ride. The way I remember it, I was a violent person in a violent environment, and it cost me my life, and I was disappointed that incarnation ended so quickly.
So I'd like to find somewhere we could have a bit longer incarnation on this planet, somewhere I could come teach and bring these teachings to the planet.
The parents I'm looking for
And I'd like to pick some parents that will have a nice combination of interesting qualities. I don't want some boring, perfect parents. I want some parents that I can help, and I also want some parents, though, that won't be too rough of a ride — parents that will really love me and really take care of me and really prepare me to teach here.
This is how I like to imagine the journey that brought me into this life. If you enjoy these reflections, you can watch my newest videos in my Life playlist, and you can hear how the rest of it actually played out in my life story in 10 minutes.